I have always had troubles loving my body. I am seen as “average” sized but yet never felt beautiful. In my mind beauty is not a weight, its inside and out. I felt like I have always had too many things wrong me to be seen as beautiful. I have always been insecure about little things, my chin, that part of my belly that is bigger than the rest and my large and ever growing thighs. Over the past year I have done little things to try to make myself feel better. Every day when I look in the mirror I tell myself that I am beautiful. I have stopped pinching my fat and telling myself it needs to disappear. Slowly I have felt more beautiful than ever. Recently I had my heart broken by the one person who i felt like no matter what i was wearing or not wearing he thought i was beautiful. the wound is still open and it has only been a few days but lately I have been more self deprecating than ever. I know it is going to come back from this but I, now more than ever, am ready to continue to love my body and remember beauty is more than the skin you are in.
BE BRAVE! JOIN THE BODY PEACE REVOLUTION!
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