Apologies for the mirror shot, it was the closest to full-body I could get.
I’ve had a lot of insecurities about my body over the years, I’ve been bulimic, I’ve self-harmed, I’ve hated myself.
I always had issues with my boobs and my belly.
These days… I’m pretty okay with my boobs. They’re not perfect… they’re big, so they have stretch marks and they sure ain’t perky when I’m naked. But they’re also pretty amazing. People have been telling me this for a while, and I’m just starting to believe it. I bought my FIRST EVER PRETTY BRA the other day (I am turning 23 this year) and wore it under this white shirt as pictured… and felt excited about my pretty bra!
I also NEVER used to wear any colour other than black on top because I wanted to conceal my belly as much as possible. I still can’t wear any t-shirts other than black, or dark navy/grey. But I am starting to wear other tops such as this shirt which are not so form-clinging, in different colours. Hopefully I’ll start to feel more at ease with my body and be able to wear the light blue, red, and green t-shirts I have been dying to wear :3
I have pretty great healthy eating habits, and I’ve changed my identity from being a lazy person to a person who loves being active, so I’m hoping to lose weight and have the body I deserve. But at the same time I’m meeting myself halfway, getting more and more comfortable with who I am and knowing that if I am treating my body right and being healthy, then whatever it will look like will be what it’s SUPPOSED to look like and I will love it regardless. <3
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